I find my joy...

I find my joy in the simple things
Coming from the earth


I find my smile in the sun that shines
and the water that sings to me


Listen to the wind and listen to the water
Hear whatthey say


Singing
Heya heya heya heya heya heya ho


Let us never forget , never forget
To give thanks


Give thanks, give thanks
Give thanks and praise


Singing
Heya heya heya heya heya heya ho!!

22 on the 22st

Once upon a time a princes woke up on the day of her birthday.
She had been traveling for the past 10 months,
so she found herself being far away from all her loved ones with whome she normally celebrated this special day...

She had missed her friends and family a lot the past vew weeks.
But today it wouldn't matter,
because she felt they where closer than ever.

She had recived several phonecalls in this far-away-land.
She had red over 60 wallpost with birthday greetings.
And in her mailbox she found a beautiful birthday-poem.

The day before she had been planning a bigg dinner.
She had invited all her new friends,
the ones she had met during her 10 month travel in this far-away-land...

On the day of her birthday her friends started dropping in,
one by one, untill there were 8 people sitting around the table.
Some of her guest had brought gifts others had given her a lot of kisses and hugs.

The food the princes had been preparing was delicious.
The drinks where sweet and limi.
And also the cake was a great succes!

On the end of the day the princes felt very happy...
Because it turnes out, it was one of the best days of her life.

The End.

Avocado conditioner

The day before yesterday was my beauty-day.
My hair was very dry from the sun so I decided to condition it and cut it.

It's already a week that I stopped using chemical shampoo an conditioner, so I decided to make my own conditioner with natural stuff. And it worked!

I used one avocado, one egg and lime juice... Mixed it all together and let it sit in my hair for 20 minutes et voila!

My hair is nice and shiny again and it feels very soft!
So try it yourself!

Sint en Piet

Suddenly there was a hard knock on my door.... 

Then the door flew open and some things where thrown in.

It happened in less then a second...

At first we didn't understand...

But when we saw the "pepernoten" lying on our floor everything started to make sense...

Today is Sinterklaas. 

It is 5 December and in Holland everybody has been celebrating this national holiday. 

But we...

We are in a small village in Bolivia called Rurrenabaque...

And well, we had totally forgotten about Sinterklaas. 

And then suddenly the truth struck me:

Somewhere far away from here there is a world...

A world spinning in his own particular way...

A world where I used to belong...

But I don't belong anymore... 

Not to that world at least.

My world is totally different from that world...

My world has more trees than buildings...

In my world there are monkeys and macaws...

In my world there are travelers who all left their worlds for a different reason...

What was my reason?

Well... I wanted to get to know different worlds...

Allemaal veranderd

A few days ago my little brother posted this song on my wall telling me to listen to is carefully because he was feeling the same way... I started crying as soon as the second part of the song began.

Thank you Gaeta end never forget that I love you and I always will.

That feeling

I'm shure you know that feeling...
That feeling you're standing at a crossroad and you don't know wich way to go. That hopeless feeling of not knowing what is best.
That feeling of knowing you are the only one who has to make the dessision and live with the consequenses although everyone around you has something to say...
That feeling of not wanting to pick but knowing you have to.
That feeling.
Yes that feeling.
I'm shure you know that feeling.


I find myself having that feeling.
I'm standing at that crossroad.
Not knowing what to do.

The bigg decission I have to make is the same one we all have to make growing up.
What am I going to do with my life?
What will I become?

Generally it goes like this:
You arrive in this world.
Hopefully your parents have time for you and you skip kindergarden and start school at age 4 or 5.
Otherwise you start school before age 1.
From your 4th till you turn 11 you go to primary school.
After that there is highschool untill you turn 18 and then comes university.
When you graduate at age 23 or 24 you start working and if you're lucky you have 1 month vacation every year. Otherwise you you just enjoy some national holidays and your weekends of.
You work untill your 67th birthday and then if your health is still good you can finally start living your life the way you want it.

I know this is a very black and white sketch but lets face it, the system is build for everyone to live their lives in this way. At least in first world countries.
You are always expected to keep on studying and when you stop studying you have to start working. If you decide to live your life in a diffrent way, most people around you will get alarmed and tell you a lot of crap about security and happyness.
"Yes, but what about money? What will you do to earn money? How will you pay for your happiness?"
Well that's the fucking problem in this world! People think that the amount of money you have on your bankaccount equals the amount of happiness in your life. Well that just aint true.

So what is the correct way to live your life?
Well I have to admit, I don't know, nobody knows...
But I think that it is by living by the moment and living with your guts without being afraid of living just the way you want to live your life.

Good Luck with that!

Awnser to your invitation

as you know i´m a laizy fucker... not only that somehow i never know how to start or i don´t feel like writing... another thing is that at the moment i have no clue what to write about

so i dont know what´s going to happen...

hope you wont be dissapointed